Left Me

I'm tired

Just tired

My body feels like a porcelain doll taped together

My mind feels like the duct tape in my head is old and withered

There's no time for rest

Father Time is a wicked evil man

The jobs never end but multiply

Rest is foreign

I know that we were once friends but she hates me now

She avoids like a bartender avoids a bad tipper

She leaves me crying begging to see her

To have her cradle me and make it safe if only for a moment

But I can't get that, not that

I'm not good enough

I used up all my time

I was careless

Reckless

Abusive

And now it left

Just fucking left without a goodbye

And so I am now

A shell, a puppet the pretends & parades

Secretly crying to be left alone