Leave

I lack the motivation for much anymore.

Been trying to find the reason,

But just denying myself evermore.

I know what's bothering me,

But consequence is as stubborn as all.

A leach so to speak with no benefit for me.

Just giving and giving until I can't anymore

I fail to see how you don't,

How you treat,

How you speak.

I fail to see said caring qualities,

I fail to feel free.

You just seem like a trap,

A trap that wasn't discreet.

Just manipulation and force of guilt.

I didn't ask for this.

I didn't ask to be dependent upon.

You see me and see how I look at the world.

I need to escape from you.

You feel so absolutely heartless,

But in the end I suppose I do too.