Just an angry Egoist

Today I write a poem dear,

Because my anger makes you fear

how finally I realized that

you treat me like a vicious pet

"It all was better once before!"

You say, cause then I was your whore

Who didn't dare fight for herself

Too bad I care now for my health

A magic fox with audacity,

She told me I can claim rights for me

There are in fact things I deserve

I want respect, it hits your nerves

You swing your words around like fists

Then blame me when you fail to miss

Emotional immaturity

Grow up, take responsibility

Because of you I became steel

A hardened woman, I smile, conceal

The hand who helps me up is my own

I learned from you, I stand alone

Others happy partnerships

Seem to me like fairy myths

What you have broken might not heal

Still I survive behind my shields

Won't get from you, what I require

No love, respect, just lust, you liar

I wander, seek it somewhere else

My heart cannot be ever surpressed

Oh what new insults you would bring

If I went to tell you these things

How I am not deserving of love

An angry egoist at last