Jinxed by the Heart?

The words won't come ...

I sit and wait and want nothing more than to express

Share my thoughts, my desires in my words once again

Speak of things I hope

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But the words won't come ...

Lost in darkness and thoughts of an abyss

Yet a light approaches ... they approach

Drawing near, nervous excitement builds

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Still ... the words don't come

Am I done? Have I written all I can?

Had my allotment of creative outpouring?

Perhaps time to give up? Listen to that voice?

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Why won't the words come?

'Maybe I don't deserve them anymore ...'

When will the words come back?

Am I jinxed forever more by my own heart's silence?