It Sounds Like Suicide...
But I'm not done with life yet.
I give up.
I want to apologize
but honestly, I'm not sorry.
It was you
who brought me to this point.
You and my demons
started to sound alike.
It's easier to handle
when the voices are in your own head
but when the voices outside
start to match the ones inside
it's not that easy.
It becomes even harder
when that voice comes from someone
you thought could never hurt you.
I don't have it in me anymore.
I've been fighting
since the 5th grade.
It took you 6 years
to see the signs.
Did you really see them?
Not Really.
I'm just dramatic.
Right?
'Cause I concern myself
with things that don't matter.
'Cause I don't do anything,
that it's all in my head.
You don't know about the coke
or months of molly.
All to be able
to feel normal again.
You don't know.
Did you even notice
that there was something wrong?
Probably not.
You were too busy lashing out.
not knowing how to deal with your own pain.
But I don't blame you anymore
because I understand how it feels.
I've hit rock bottom
and I've pulled myself up.
I promise you this,
I'll never truly give up.
About the Creator
Alexandra Marie
Just a girl who writes whats on my mind
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