It is not much about pain

It's not much about pain

but about control

drawing power in red

all over my thoughts

burning sens of unallowed clearance

let me write secrets all over myself.

It's not much about the pain

on the opposite side

pain is twhat keeps me from filling

the walls of my creation

with destruction

It is the stop line to my limitless thinking.

It is not about the pain at all

just the control of our sufferings

and worries

it's about controlling them for once

switching roles

knowing when to dig deep

instead of being marked

by it

uncontrollably.

It is also a little bit about pain

getting them out for once

dark thoughts winning over for

only a few minutes...

but it is never about having pain,

only a matter of control

cause an artist can't paint with a meaning

if everything painted is only beautiful.