Intrusive Thoughts
Trigger Warning* Emotional poem about depression
Intrusive Thoughts
I have been thinking of wading out into water
Going further than just knee deep
Sinking into the deep end
And falling into cold watery sleep
I have been thinking about sharp cold steel
The kind with the cutting edge
Or crisp cool air on a tall building
And the view from over the ledge
I have been thinking of chalky white pills
The ones with the bitter taste
Chased down with some sort of 100 proof
So the buzz doesn't go to waste
I have been thinking about bad drugs
The kind you put into your veins
That if you take too much at one time
It may be a permanent end to the pain
I have been thinking of actually living
Let the chaos take me nice and slow
To live a life and tell some tales
I'm sure that must be the best way to go
I am thinking of a blessed recovery
A mind that's free and clear
A victorious win over the darkness
Because I am still here
I am seeing the path that's before me
The one that looks so scary and hard
But that is the journey of living
And today is a good day to start.
About the Creator
Abigail Adams -The Mad Cow Mob Boss
I have been a writer since I was able to form sentences. I find passion in writing fiction and positive special interest pieces about extra special people! My love of writing keeps me going, but the love of my children keeps me alive!
Comments (1)
Wow I love it. Well written and meaningful. Thank you!!🥰❤️🫶