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Insecurely Attached

Say It Again

By Sun BeePublished 5 months ago • Updated 2 months ago • 2 min read
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How did you manage that?

I was an only child

For the first fourteen years

You’d need terrible parenting skills

To shape someone like me

Without any hugging or touching

Where were you all that time?

Ask yourself and reflect on your deeds

Three decades by my side, yet torn apart

Now, to carry on, you turn to another daughter

In this fictional journey of life that I am narrating

I take your every word

And cast it into the fire of your indifference

Characters of flesh and blood

Ready to be portrayed

On the white pages of my tales

Ask yourself and reflect on your deeds

You did something to me

Locked yourself inside your head

For no apparent reason

I search for the cause and always find it within myself

Now other mothers have turned against me

They tell me who I ought to be

They think I’m unaware of their schemes

Of how they badmouth me behind my back

With my only friend

Snatching up the rewards I worked so hard for

Showing up here just for a moment

Luring people in

And drawing down every ailment upon himself

Half of which he brought on himself

Only to abandon them all again

Writing long letters of apology to the masses

Forgetting the moral principles that he teaches his children:

“The locals matter more to me

Than someone as distant as you

I can easily find a replacement

Someone to take your place”

Ask yourself and reflect on your deeds

They aren't what they seem

In the eyes of the public

Which sees no further than the end of its own nose

And is ready to tear each other apart

Why did you crave the whole world?

To be worshipped like a God?

Years of touring wore you down

Perhaps you should have just stuck to that?

Because now, everything you left behind

Weighs you down and you admit it yourself

But life isn't about destroying others

Who want the same things you do

The difference is that they worked hard and earned it

While you, in your greed

Took everything for yourself

Only to stand there

Letting it go in one ear and out the other

With an attitude like that, you’ll never get close to me

Ask yourself and reflect on your deeds

They are well and truly over

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About the Creator

Sun Bee

UK-based

BA in Cultural Studies

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Crime Fiction: Love

Poetry: Friend

Psychology: Salvation

A real writer with real experience, not always understood.

Deeply rooted in humanity.

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