Inner Demons

Every day is a struggle.

So many pieces broken

So many words I've choked in.

Never the leader never the one always looking but never finds.

I am empty I am cold.

I am just one tormented soul.

Promising the voices I will not fucking cry anymore but I always lose the battle against that salty water.

I see the colors dancing before my teary eyes and I wished for this time to be just that, then they reach for me one more time and I know it will be an endless dark night.

Why won't they let me go? Why must they feed off my pain? I tell them I don't want to cry anymore, they tell me there is no escape from this endless lonely night and with these demons I must learn to dance.