Imprisonment of Mind
Prisoner of my Own Mind
Am I a prisoner of my own thoughts or am I being delusional about being a prisoner of my own mind?!
I have a lot to say!
Naturally I feel unheard so I want to shout but nothing comes out.
My heart tightens, off course I’m upset with me instead of the crowd.
No one stopped me from talking but it feels they have laid their invisible locks over my mouth.
I feel everything being buried and it’s hurting.
It’s hurting my chest, it’s hurting my head.
I’m hurting, in and out.
Hurting all over.
How do I end this? Is there a key? Is there a door to go through?
To go through and just be at peace.
All I want is peace, inner peace.
I just want to not care about anything and live peacefully.
However, it feels like something is blocking me.
Is it me? Am I blocking me?
Am I allowing the blockage?
How?
Why?
Can it stop?
Can I get peace?
Is this imprisonment?
Imprisonment of my own mind?
About the Creator
Leslie Darling Bini
A story teller, writer, singer, and dancer who loves to learn and speak in different languages and has varies talents. I strive to be different. I am what many calls "A Jake of all Trades and A Master of many".
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Army Life
I can genuinely say I joined the Army to run away from home. I can say it was not for money, not for education. I already had those. All these years, I’ve grown nonetheless, though I still don’t have that thick skin. Went through more abuse than I can handle and rape. My anxiety is worse, depression off the roof. I’m more suicidal than I can imagine, even have about four therapists. My NCO Support channels only care about their numbers though, so they told me to wait till I get out to kill myself.
By Leslie Darling Bini3 years ago in Confessions
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