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If Only

A Villanelle

By Cristal S.Published 10 months ago • 1 min read
Honorable Mention in Villanelle of Regret Challenge
Photo by Bianca Salgado on Pexels

To rid my heart of the jagged, throbbing crack,

I should’ve looked away, should’ve never said hello.

If only I could, I'd take the 'hi' back.

.

Near impossible to show, to neatly unpack

the mess hiding in the wound, hollow.

To rid my heart of the jagged, throbbing crack.

.

It didn’t take long 'til he swung the first smack.

My once-bright visage slowly turned sallow.

If only I could, I'd take the 'hi' back.

.

He’d managed the impossible – turned my heart black.

I pleaded, I screamed, I wept into my pillow.

To rid my heart of the jagged, throbbing crack.

.

He’d done it before, I can tell he had a knack

for making me cover bruises blue, purple, and yellow.

If only I could, I'd take the 'hi' back.

.

Just barely, I escaped before the fatal whack.

Years overdue, I let out an echoing bellow.

To rid my heart of the jagged, throbbing crack.

If only I could, I'd take the 'hi' back.

Villanelle

About the Creator

Cristal S.

I've noticed that when I follow the path I enjoy most, I often end up swimming upstream. So here I am, right in the middle of it – writing about it all and more. ♡

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    Written by Cristal S.