I wish to move on

I'm stuck on this.

I simply can't leave.

I still love him.

I want him to change.

I want him to stop it.

I need him to stop abusing me.

He's really abusive to me.

My entire body hurts.

I wish to heal.

But he keeps hurting me.

I want him to change.

I wish to move on.

But I can't

I still love him.