I wish never ever go thru it again

I could trance myself into Your being and then it would left itself alone not going back from where it came from

living on its own and never saying hello to the original home from where it came from

I could just leave them and leave it as it was and were

why does and why do they act this abnormal way over and over again ?

even through the phone the talk went as if they completely don't care

so why do they call

the chemicals in me took for a ride whole my body system state

but I survived I survived another and another narcisstic graves waves