I thought it would be easier to just run away from You

I thought it would be easier to just run away from you.

I thought everything would calm down and be smooth sailing for a while.

It was, and sometimes it really surprises me how quickly everything changes. It takes me longer than ever to digest it and really get back on track, and when I finally do, the monsters take everything away to eat it.

But somehow I still know how to defeat them. The good sides have to fight the bad ones, no matter how difficult and demanding the task is, no matter how exhausting it is. Our minds and brains must find the inner will, the inner strength to transform all of this, to get a better view, a better norm, a better flow, and to freely flow in our own path, somehow hiding them in their own turns, so as not to control and possess what does not really belong to them, but to make everything better for ourselves.