I Thought, I Needed Money

I am from humble background,

money was always insecurity.

I worked very hard—

three decades of academics

in science and technology.

I did not take shortcuts,

dedicated work till midnight,

but still, no job, budget tight.

Often, I wonder about it—

as if destiny whispered to me,

everything for you, but not money,

it can corrupt you, honey.

I have a capable spouse

and smart kids, a pretty house

with flora-rich neighborhood,

love for art, a garden to tend,

lots of blessings in my quiver,

just not full coffer.

I realize, my current situation,

is product of my own decisions.

for I did not chase prosperity,

the subconscious needed stability.