I think You are great I just need time to digest Your darker side

I think I know you so well that I don't want to know you so well that I start to reflect myself in your image of me, which doesn't exist and never did. Your lack of curiosity, your lack of masculinity, your lack of gentlemanliness, and depth of thought beyond the box has become boring. All these lies in and out over and over again. You have become too shallow to occupy my mind and thoughts for the rest of my life. And those sharp, powerful thorns inflicted by your primitive language, humiliating even the lines that draw them, prevent me from staying in the moment and reaching where joy and happiness truly lies and grows for longer.

And you did it on purpose, you all did, but you really wanted to do it, especially now, but I will bear the fire of love and dance and sing again tomorrow, just for now, let me be at peace with my body and mind

let me process and transform it all so that in three days I will be free, spontaneous, and a healthy, balanced fire again, and you know I will forgive and love again, but its gonna be someone else :)