I never thought...

I never thought..

I never thought about how my actions turn into

Ripples

That build into waves

That crash like a tsunami into the world I thought was so stable around me.

Like a fortress

A grand castle

Of cards.

Simple things like forgetting a good morning

Or good night..

I don’t mean to be so forgetful.. I just have so much

My head is always humming like angry bees…

Too many thoughts all crashing into each other

Neuron mosh pit

Burying the things that should be important

Like

Every first good morning

And every last good night.

…especially that last good night.