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i much prefer limes

an old poem I wrote about my initial Lyme's Disease diagnosis.

By Alexandria StanwyckPublished 2 years ago 1 min read
i much prefer limes
Photo by Clearcut Derby on Unsplash

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The first time I tried a lime,

I spit it out.

The tarty taste lingered

and my face scrunched up.

But at least the effects were temporary.

At least it didn't age me

and now I'm 15 in a broken body.

At least I didn't cry out from the pain,

stabbing into my body, with no relief in sight.

At least it didn't drain all my energy

like a vampire latched to my neck.

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So now I'm trapped in my mind

thinking about how much of a difference

one letter can make in my life.

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Author's Note: I was going through some things and found this piece in a old journal. The timing was crazy since I've been going through a crappy flare-up thanks to a combination of a sinus infection and overexertion.

Don't worry, I'm doing better.

It's so surreal, knowing that over ten years ago, my life changed. Over the years, I've learned a lot and heard of other's experiences, many of whom are worse than mine. I had to change my expectations and learn my limitations time and time again, but I live a pretty good life, even if it wasn't the one I planned for.

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Alexandria Stanwyck

My inner child screams joyfully as I fall back in love with writing.

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    Written by Alexandria Stanwyck