I Miss You

It's killing me not talking to you and you know who I'm talking to.

I hope to hear from you soon because you got me bad like I know I got you too.

You became an amazing saving grace that I will never forget.

I still have that vacation place to kiss your face and where you can rest your head.

I still have some bandaids and that ancient pain cream that you left behind.

But, I'm the one who needs the healing now because now I miss you all the time.

I know no one could fake a smile like the smile that you shared with me.

You were so shy that your face would turn beet red when I looked into those beautiful green eyes and said, "there's the cheese".

I know we were both nervous holding hands that were sweating away while you were sitting at the top of the stairway to heaven with me.

I know you felt good like you should and that was the job that God had prepared for me.

It felt so good but now it hurts so bad that I rarely speak because I can barely breathe.

But, maybe someday you'll come back to relax if only you knew how bad your absence has been scaring me.