I'm so Sorry

We didn’t end like we should, I made mistakes but somehow you understood. You stayed until the pain was greater then what you could take, I never thought I’d see that day so I took advantage of your vulnerable state. You asked for love and yet in return all you received was lust, like a piece of meat I couldn’t see what the back and fourth was doing to something so sweet. Fragile and weak you deserved something so much more then me and I do believe now you are with someone that can fix the wounds I cut so deep. Scars is all I left, nothing but sadness when thoughts of me pop in your head, I wish I could do more then reflect. I was never ready for the day you’d leave now I’m forced to breathe in a world where you would no longer wish to see me and that’s okay I deserve this aching pain I just wish you didn’t have to feel the same.