I'm scared to wake up

I wrote I'm scared to dream, To wake up in a scream, But life started to joke, And now I don't wanna hear the clock.

I don't wanna wake up, I don't want the makeup, Don't wanna start the day, Don't wanna go my way.

The last days were so hard, I was always on guard, The future makes me scared, I know I'm not prepared.

I've dreamt of apocalypse, I've dreamt of a big eclipse, Zombies, things to make you shake, But I feel more scared awake.

I woke up more scared to wake, This really must be a joke, I should feel better awake, But I feel against the clock.

I wrote I'm scared to dream, To wake up in a scream, But life started to joke, And now I feel against the clock.