I’m Not Perfect But Im Me

As I lay here on the couch

I ponder the choices I have made

Looking back on my past

And the present including today

Having OCD is such a hard thing to cope with

Many people don't understand

I am a good- hearted human being

I sometimes obsess about certain things

And they consume my thoughts

I have trouble w boundaries

But I work on what I've been taught

My good friends accept me for me

And on the outside you would never know

Sometimes I latch onto people

Who make me feel comfortable.

I have always had an idol

Someone I look up to

Someone who I feel safe with

And know I can tell my quirks to.

I've learned there's a difference

Between an idol and an obsession

I look up to her because she's brilliant, kind, and understanding.

Boundaries are tough not to cross

And I sometimes I ride the line

I just have to learn everyday

What's not ok and what is fine.

OCD what a tough thing stuck in my mind-