I’m broken

I’m broken. I must be.

I can’t get anything right.

I tried so hard in this past relationship to be the best version of myself and that wasn’t enough.

I tried to be the ideal man a woman would want.

Understanding, respectful, open minded.

Gave freedom, didn’t control or micro manage anything.

Yet, it still backfired.

I think I’m just broken.

I’m cursed.

One of those people who doesn’t deserve happiness or love.

The saddest part is I had the person who I waited for my whole life.

Yet, in the end I managed to ruin that too.

Why am I not good at this ?

Why am I not good at happiness ?

Do you know how much it hurts to look in the mirror and ask yourself;

Why don’t they want me ?

Why am I broken ?

Why am I not good enough ?