I Hope He Doesn't

I hope he doesn't find out

How wonderful you look

In the morning, with a grin

I hope he doesn't find out

That you wake up

With a nest for hair

And drool on your chin

I hope he doesn't find out

How you like your coffee

Ice cold and creamy

I hope he doesn't find out

How gorgeous you are

Every night before sleep

It leaves me dreamy

I hope he doesn't find out

That when you get sad

There's nothing much to do

Except hold you tight

And sing "All I Want" with you

I hope he doesn't find out

That after all the harsh times

Everything is worth it

I hope he finds out

How it is to lose you

How easy it is to give up on you

And how regretful it is to do so

Selfish, I am

Selfish, I will be

I can't ask you to forgive

Because not even I can forgive me