I Feel

I feel your arms around me but why do I feel guilt?

Why did you push me to my limits? Did I not give you what you wanted?

I wanted to escape but I didn't know how. Finally, I did.

I shouldn't have looked back.

Your sad face. Making me feel guilty for doing something for the sake of my well-being.

How dare you?

I flash back, those painful memories. Of the times you went too far. I can't ever get those things out of my head. But yet I still feel guilty for leaving you when I shouldn't.

You haunt me. I can still feel your arms but instead of warmth, I feel suffocation. I feel sorrow. I feel anger.

I feel.