I Enjoyed The Fog

The fog that clouds my brain and the white noise that drives me insane

I looked for the haze that disguises the maze of my life like some kind of a sick game

I couldn’t trust my own thoughts so I fill my head to entertain

I am the one to blame

I am the one no one could tame

I enjoyed the cloudy days and all the rain

Suppressing the sorrows that came

I looked for comfort in a man when the comfort I seek must come from within

I couldn’t believe my own heart when it wants what it wants

I am the one inflames

I am the one filled with shame

Now I enjoy the days as they past by everyone growing my hope from a glance

I look for the power in my own hands

I can’t believe the worlds took me out

I am the one ready to reclaim

I am the one who overcame