I don’t want
To have to keep saying no
So stop offering
I don’t want
To have to pretend to laugh
So stop joking
I don’t want
To turn down the invites
So stop including
I don’t want
To say I’m fine and lie to your face
So stop asking
I don’t want
To leave the only place I feel safe for even a moment
So stop suggesting
I don’t want
To fake feeling good natured and have to be kind against my will
So stop needing
I don’t want
This hurt or this darkness or this meanness or this bitter, twisted mess that robs me of my smile and makes a miser of me that convinces me in my bed is safer than out no matter how brightly the sun is shining inside my heart is midnight
And I don’t want it
So stop me.
©Angela Holmes
https://www.samaritans.org/
About the Creator
Angela Holmes
Actor/Writer/Jack of all trades.
From Manchester, living in London.
Working on my first novel - a dystopian YA set in a post-pandemic world, which I started back in 2017 and is now eerily relatable..
Huge bookworm and it's all my Nana's fault.
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