I don’t know how to handle it when everything feels like its falling down around me
I don’t know what to do when I feel like I'm being suffocated by my own thoughts
When I forget how to breathe and sit there crying out silently for help
When I can't seem to get a handle on reality and I'm left floating aimlessly
When I don’t want to move but I'm cursing myself for doing nothing
When every bone in my body knows I'm failing and I can't seem to do anything right
When I feel so overwhelmed by everything around me and it's weighing me down
And I'm screaming in my head but no sound is coming out
And I wish that I felt better
I wish I understood what caused all of this
But I don’t
I don’t know why my brain is like this
I don’t know why I can't be normal
About the Creator
Catherine
I am a 20-year-old college student who deals with depression and anxiety and uses writing and poetry to understand it better. This is my raw feelings put into words, and this is me.
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