i do you want

and i am so tired

my life is so uninspired

been abandoned by everything including my sleep

exhausted. extremely weak

overthinking to the max in my mind

both negative and overwhelming thoughts combined

how i am living is not wise

brewing tea with those same bags under my eyes

and this is not just an expression

but i am losing against depression

currently it is one-nil

my energy is drained i need a refill

screaming why is no one helping me?

screaming why is no one setting me free?

in my own body i am a prisoner

being my own therapist an advisor and listener