i’ve been crying so much for so long my eyes are pink and raw
rubbing tears away hurts the bruise
so i let them drop to my lips
i taste the salt
and it stings my open wound
i swear i don’t mean for this to come out poetic
i just think it’s all kind of pathetic
and i haven’t looked in the mirror or brushed my hair in days
im scared of feeling normal again
just to have it washed away
and im scared to feel productive
just to have it become a waste
but i know i don’t have the options to be sad even if i’m having a real shit day
this was supposed to be a two liner
but my brain is full of thoughts that fight each other
on one hand i am ready to do what it takes to stay here
and on the other, i know ive never been a born fighter
this time i don’t get the luxury to pick and choose
i guess we will call this another break down to break through
everything is gonna be okay
i know i deserve peace
i know where i belong
from now on
i just need to take everyday with ease
do what i can
clip my dead roots and re-plant
i can’t keep losing myself it’s time to be in my body
there’s more at stake than my own mortality
-g.m.t.
About the Creator
g.m.t
bare bones,
here are rests the things ive wrote,
to purge, to mend whats broke.
read, or dont. <3
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