I am lost and confused

When most of your life you’ve endure so much mental, emotional, and physical abuse you are on constant high alert on everyone.

By Jen PhillipsPublished 3 years ago • 1 min read

I did it, I finally got away.

But why doesn't it feel over?

It never feels over.

No one told me about the trauma bond- the cravings of narcissistic behaviours.

I can't help it- it’s so addicting.

Why am I like this? Why do I crave it? What is wrong with me?

Nothing. Nothing is wrong with me.

I am a survivor.

It's now time to heal.

I feel so confused- lost. I'm lost at sea

How do I get back? How do I find me again?

Who can I trust? No one. There is no one to trust

How can you tell whether someone is nice to be nice or nice to get you?

I got out. That means I am better, right?

How how I am wrong.

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