I Am Here

One day I knew what I wanted and how I was going to get there.

And just like that, I didn't know anything anymore.

Blocked me away from the world for a while, with hope to find myself again,

Only to realize, I was losing myself even more with each bright day and each dark night.

Finding no escape.

Finding no outlet.

Finding no peace in my mind.

Creating chaos everywhere I go and everything I do because no matter who I distance myself from, I can't run away from myself.

I have no idea where to go or what to do.

All I know is I am here but somehow lost.