I AM DOUBTFUL
Stranded Without Gods V.1
I am doubtful
I am doubtful that good things are meant for me
I am doubtful that I am love-able or that love is free
I am doubtful
I am doubtful that people change
I am doubtful I'm not to blame
I am doubtful
I am doubtful that the world means well, but I notice the beauty in the ocean swells...
I am doubtful that God can see me but I see truth in the natural binding that my nose can smell...
I am doubtful
I am doubtful I'll stay like this forever, unaligned to things I want, tampering with desire like a kid and an imaginary wand...
I am doubtful
I am doubtful of doubt and the lies it tells, that for every one notion of unmaking an act follows, inundating...
I am doubtful that doubt means anything, any longer
I am doubtful that I can't be loved, I am doubtful that I owe it back, I am doubtful that I need to react...
I am doubtful
I am doubtful that there is no meaning in the way hearts crack, that there is no purpose to time's disproportion within its track....
I am doubtful that reading this will fix the lacking in a life too long had
But if you just hold this closely to your heart scraped bare, you'll see that timing is but a palisade for those willing to climb doubt's relentless stare...
I am doubtful that you've lost.
About the Creator
Patrick Santiago
Writing because I'm too poor to make movies. Working to change that!
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