I am a painter (Part 4)

I am a painter.

I wonder how my paintings will do.

I hear all of my paintings not being completed yet.

I see paint and paint brushes on the floor.

I want my paintings to be impossible to recreate.

I am a painter.

I pretend that all of my paintings are completed.

I feel uneasy about all of my paintings not being done yet.

I touch the cans of paints on the floor.

I worry that all of the paint will spill on the floor and on my clothes .

I cry about my paintings possibly going to waste.

I am a painter.

I understand that my paintings might take time to take off in the world.

I say that I hope that my paintings are successful.

I dream about my paintings being offered to people as rewards.

I try my best to make sure that my paintings aren't a bore.

I hope that my paintings aren't boring and that they get immensely high ratings.

I am a painter.