How thick is the air ?

How thick is the air?

By: Candice Wills

So today I woke up feeling extremely heavy. Not like in body mass or anything more like in

my aura, my immediate space. Literally feeling the weight of my world being pressed upon me like broken pipes waiting to burst. Putting me in the headspace of a child again. Terrifying right? Well when I was 14 years old my Bestfriend was killed in a drunk driving accident. From the moment I came home and the news slipped from my mothers lips I instantly dropped to the ground as if the air around me was so thick it weighed me down, but for years this time.

Starting the normal routine of depression at an early age can really cause someone like me who feels every emotion in a physical form to dive deeper in their mind than the average 14 year old should be allowed to. Meaning I don’t break, I shatter in places no one can find.

Until one day the moon gave me the answers the night I wrote my first song. From poetry to music I slowly began to feel my aura lighten again. I was able. I AM able !

Writing music saved my life in ways my best friend did during the short amount of time we shared ! I use to think that to understand someone you must understand their point of view in order to truly relate. Luckily through my writing therapy I have unlocked tools in my mind in which I am able to express someone else’s story, life and path without ever having gone through their pain. I simply explain it as everything I write and create has already been written and I am just a vessel to heal others through my storytelling and Songwriting.

Imagine being a librarian obsessed with the idea of escaping the physical realm, via reading

books from all over the world. With each book leaving them with the pure nostalgic feeling of escaping their world. Becoming the main character or even the villain if they so choose. I mean in a way isn’t that the true beauty of it all? To be able to pick and choose when and where, What and how the story plays out in the end.

Becoming the narrator of worlds beyond your reach. That is the exact freedom I receive when writing music. I am able to create whatever world I so choose. Through my music I begin to reach levels of knowledge that get me through my day to day life. Using my passion to heal my own pain. So no matter how thick the air around me becomes I am able to release the pressure and relieve my pain. Through my PASSION through my music.

NIRVANA

By:Candice wills

Finally you’ve reached your destination

Your final stop

I know you been waiting

Nirvana can we play in your paradise?

Oblivious to pain won’t that be nice..

Come float with me

light as the wind

Escaping reality

Defying gravity

You have arrived I hope your satisfied

Cuz baby where were going I’ll need you to be open minded Nirvana can we play inside it

Don’t want to leave

This bliss is blinding

No gravity is where you’ll find me

Your love is binding.

Hook :

Nirvana is bliss. Nirvana when we kiss You are my mission

Your loves what I been missing

You are my bliss it’s passion

When we kiss

I need your permission your loves what I been missing

CLOCKWORK By: Candice wills

I want to take my time with your body Something tells me you can get real naughty Want to take my time find out your secrets Hope you know that your alI I been wishing 4 in the morning

You’ll roll over in my bed

We can perform everything

that’s been in my head

glad I got you in my bed

Hook:

Like clockwork

Kiss on your body till your starburst Work on your body

Tick tock

clockwork (clockwork)

Come over baby let me start first