Him: I'm not worth saving
Her: Don't say that...
Him: We can't hide from the truth forever.
Her: Ok you know what yes you have made some
real shit mistakes and your some of actions
have been immature and idiotic but you don’t
deserve to be depressed or angry all the time,
you may not think that you deserve to be happy
or you think you don’t deserve someone who would
actually love you and not hurt you, well you’re
wrong about so much @#%*&@ you deserve so much more
than you think you do, and I mean it. When I found
out you tried to kill yourself I couldn’t even think
of anything else except you and how mad at you I was
but at the same time I was so happy that you were still
alive, I don’t think I could have lived with myself knowing
that I lost someone who means more to me than anything, and
I was started thinking that if you died I never got the
chance to tell you how I felt..
Him: ...
Her: But you have no idea how much I actually love and care about you
and you are right I can’t save you but I want to be
someone or something that makes you happy.
...A FEW LONG THINKING DAYS LATER...
Him: Why are you wearing black? you're not an emo..
Her: I can wear whatever I want, don't judge me.
...4TH PERIOD STARTS A FEW MOMENTS LATER...
Him: Hey..
Him: I'm sorry for Basically bullying you this morning.
I shouldn't have done that, You don't deserve to go through such things.
Her: I don't care, I'm used to it; I just stopped caring..
Him: You shouldn't be used to it..
...A FEW MOMENTS LATER...
Him: $@&?
Her: OMG I said I don't care. Treat me however you want,
use me, hurt me, bully me, I don't care.
Him: I don't want to $@&
Him: Why can't you see this?
Him: I Don't want to hurt you, use you, or bully you
Him: Gosh if only you f##king knew how much
you actually meant to me, you'd be really surprised.
Her: (read/seen messages)
Him: Fuck
Him: shit..
Him: Treat you however I want? Fine then,
I'll treat you as you deserve to be treated,
(as to me I believe it's like) A F##king Queen.
Him: Just ......... I want to talk to you at lunch.
Him: No more hiding it
Him: Fucking hell..
Him: $@&... I just.... Aagh f##k morals.
Him: No, I want to tell you this in person, to your face.
..A few more agonizing days later..
Him: You say your heart is nothing but dust. Here,
have mine, don't worry; I'll be fine. It may not be much,
but you'll have it all in time.
Don't worry, really, I'll be fine.
So please take your time. Let me
take your hand in mine, and I promise;
I'll survive. As long as I have you by my side.
Her: *Blushes and smiles, {so beautifully, If I might add}*
Him: *angrily shoves my head into my pillow*
Her: *puts a hand on his shoulder*
Him: ... If you accept who I am ... and how I feel..
..Take my hand, I'll hold yours.
I know you have trust issues.
Just don't leave, 'Cause you'll know I'll miss you.
Just... please, take my hand. We'll be alright
I'll hold you tight, with all my might...
Him: *Pushes my head into a pillow and leaves my hand behind my back, open and shaking
*..hoping..
... TOO BAD IT WAS ONLY JUST ANOTHER LIE ...
Him: hey
Her: sup
Him: um.. what are we?
Her: Nothing, we can't be anything and we won't ever be anything.
Him: .....I ....I understand...
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