Hiding from Myself...

As I was laying on the grass 🌱

On a warm summer day...

I was thinking about my life,

While caught up in a Gaze...

The light blue sky,

Clouded my thoughts, about

An imaginable Juncture,

Of having the Time of my life...

When things feel great,

I want to cry.

Knowing that I'm not sad,

I ask myself, “Why, Is it Impossible to feel good about Yourself and not feel like a Boast?... Maybe I'm just talking to the wrong somebody.

Nonetheless, How do you be happy without pride?

Things change and Happy moments come down...

I lay here on the grass, concentrating on my life.

Is it strange not knowing when to celebrate?

More questions pour from my mind...

Maybe the celebration should be with different people...

I want Greatness, I want achievements, I want the Love that comes with Life.

Although I'm too afraid to make myself vulnerable, because of the Energy eating pesticides...

It's crazy how all of this is rolling through my mind.

Alone I lay in the Grass on this

Warm Summerday...

Thinking, why can't my life be great?

I never was afraid of making mistakes.

I couldn't run from myself,

So I tried to hide...