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What I would have said to an Ex before I stopped Caring.

By Jazz ToppinPublished 3 years ago 1 min read
"My Heart Hurts" by me, circa April 22, 2016

"Hey."

I miss you.

Don’t just stare at me blankly.

Say something.

I don’t care what you say,

Say something.

I am addicted to the fact that you can’t see me anymore,

I want to love you the way we used to.

Until I called you.

Unfortunately now it’s over.

I am alone now.

I’m still waiting for you to call me, though.

Why am I so hung up on you

I love you

Why did I call it off again?

You’ll have to remind me.

I didn’t want to be by myself again.

I truly didn’t want to be by myself again.

I am losing the words to express my feelings.

I wonder, can you still see me?

Am I really still here?

After all this time?

A couple days more

And I haven't vanished

And yet I feel invisible.

Why is this pain still here??

Why do I still love you so much?

Why is the child in me crying over you?

You don’t even know she exists. And yet she misses you.

I love you, I’m sorry.

But I’ll never be sorry that I love you.

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About the Creator

Jazz Toppin

I'm 25, nonbinary, long time practitioner of witchcraft and Pagan. I have an English and History Degree from the College of Saint Joseph, which I graduated from in 2018.

Writing of all kinds has always been my passion.

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