Heartache

You lay in bed at night

Wishing to change your life

Why did you do what you did

You rushed yourself into this

You aren't happy

You argue every day

He drinks away his sorrow and plays video games

You are with another man behind his back

The sex has gone completely wack

Before he used to rock your world

You thought it was the best you ever had

But you were blind, dickmatized, not seeing it as it really was

So here you are 9 months later wanting out of the relationship but you are scared

How will you pay rent by yourself

You don't want to feel lonely at night

He feels your emptiness but you also still feel so lonely at the same time.

Heartbreak is right around the corner, and you knew this months before.

You had this feeling deep down inside.

He knows too.

Both of you just hang on because of fear and loneliness.