He blocked my sunny days

Marriage life to me

Like lemon, it is sour.

Is this how it should be?

In his presence, I live a lie.

I am afraid of him.

He is a narcissist

He is intoxicated.

Sometimes I get angry.

Thinking of how to fight back.

Yet I'm afraid to be killed.

I miss my life before meeting him.

Life before marriage

I was a young, vibrant lady. 

He took that away.

I can't recognize myself anymore. 

I can't tell if I'm happy or not.

Every day, my fear increases.

Like I'm in a demon-infested chamber. 

He looms over me like a dark cloud. 

He blocked my sunny days.

Like a flower, I stopped blooming.