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Haves and Have-nots

The Mask I Wanted

By Julie LacksonenPublished about a year ago • 1 min read
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I was born a have-not

Into a family of have-nots.

Preachers and teachers

Are generally low on the economic scale.

As a youngster, I longed to be a have.

Classmates would wear the latest fashion.

I would look sadly down at my home-sewn or discounted clothing.

It didn't help that I was taller than everyone.

Nothing on the rack fit right.

My hair was never styled currently.

My nails were never manicured.

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How was I to change any of this?

How could I mask myself as a have?

I tried to fit in, to conform.

Was it fate that made me an educator?

Slowly, my view shifted.

Over time, I realized that I AM a have.

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I have:

Love

Happiness

Freedom

Peace

Security - not wealth, but everything I need.

I've been a have all my life.

Now, I'm finally content with the kind of have I've always been.

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About the Creator

Julie Lacksonen

I'm a soon-to-be retired music educator. This is my 40th and final year at the same school. I enjoy writing, reading, walking, swimming, and spending time with family.

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    Written by Julie Lacksonen