hangover > heartbreak

i swallow so many pills

that most would think that i am terminally ill

my state of mind is not great when i am sober

i go searching for an explanation to gain some closure

driving myself crazy looking for an answer

overthinking really is my cancer

why was i not good enough for him to stick around?

i have lost my old self. she is nowhere to be found

why does heartbreak have to hurt this much?

i try to seek a cure but there is no such

digging myself a deeper hole

lost all of my self control

to confront my problems is tough

i really thought i was strong enough

given up with boys. i could write endless novels

given up with girls. now i kiss bottles

and honestly, a feeling i cannot take

a hangover hurts a loss less than a heartbreak