Grievances

It still hurts

Pictures of the past

haunting my every thoughts

What would cure this deafening pain

By a sweet embrace

Echoes of your voice within my brain

The face of the happy but broken and sad

I can't seem to process this

You're not quite gone

But yet youre far enough out of reach

It's clear we were toxic

It hurts

I delete these photos

I try to fade my memories of us

However my dreams recall you better

Better than I could ever imagine

Your smile

The way you carry your voice

The delivery of your very presence

It fills my mind of what could have been

I'm angry by your name

Chills that fill my very spine

Flooding sadness by your name

Restricting knots that move

deep within my gut

Fleeting joyfulness by your name

Oh how I wish I could see you again

I can't seem to regulate how I feel

Lonely is what I am

Alone with just myself

Manipulated by your narrative

Controlled by this glass house of a dramatized life

Hopeful I can move on ...

And yet, I'll always be drawn back

Back to the very hurt that haunts me

Because friendships are the death of me

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