Graveyard memories

No lights 
Just darkness
Quietness
 My body panics when the lights go out 
The darkness makes me invisible to the world

Eyes watching me like a black cat 
My demon inside becomes visible 
While the other part of my body shuts down
But the stares haunt me 
My mind has become a graveyard memory 

I used to be scared by the cuts
Every time a black cat walks past me 
But the black cat 
The demon inside
Grabbed my hand 

She showed me 
The truth inside the mirror
The truth she was just protecting me 
She has taught me 
I can survive 
Those black cats
Those eyes glowing are still there

And she's there if I need her
But for now 
I told her she can rest
She took her horns off
And told me they will grow again 
If you need me