Goodbye

Nerve wrecking,

Heart breaking.

That's how it's suppose to feel.

The thought of losing you.

But all I want is to lose you.

I want to lose you and see you in the arms of another.

The thought

relieves me more than it irks me.

Every coincidence, every glance, every touch,

it used to drive me crazy.

I would've risked it all just to share your warmth.

Even now, you drive me crazy.

Every coincidence is just that.

Glances go missed.

Your touch, I forgot it.

And every word, the lie makes my skin crawl.

I want to say goodbye.

You never wanted me to say it.