Maybe one day, no not maybe. I know for sure soon. I'm going to be where I want to be and I'm never coming back to this old place. I'm never digging myself back into this hole. All these books and all this information that I read over the years are integral parts of my life. Key points to my character. I'm glad I opened that book. Sat down and really indulged in it. When I am up out of this hole. I'm going to go back to pay my librarian. She really help me out got me back on track.