Good Morning

Waking up tired

Dragging through the day

My search for happiness

Has lead to some sleepless nights

I'm not even really sure

What I'm looking for

Or where I should look

What is the color of love?

What does it look like?

Sound like?

Feel like?

I don't think I much know anymore

I feel like I'm drowning in a sea

Of people who are even more clueless of it than I

My stars are not aligned

I'm not in sync

Stuck in overthinking

Subconsciously unconscious

Pushing through the day

Screaming on the inside

I thought that this journey would be easier

That this adventure would bring me to better places

That the answer would be more clear

That I'd find you, somehow it would be obvious

But it just didn't happen that way

I feel like I have nothing left in me to spare

Wondering if this is a lost cause