If people knew
If they could see
The side of me
Withdrawn
The shadows of which
I do not speak
How then
Would I be perceived?
I never claimed to be an angel
I only claimed
My collar chafed
I only claimed
The blood spilt
I only claimed
The injustice dealt
To me
I, myself,
In every breath I take
Deny
I deny my involvement
Deny what I have done
What I have done
Not them
What I, myself,
Have done
I, who provoked the outrage
I, who cried alone
After my punishment was inflicted
I, who hurt myself
Who used them to hurt myself
If I, myself, was not the one
To physically deliver blows
Then I absolved myself
Blameless
The gloves on my hands
Are not enough
To hide the blood
I have shed
Mine and others
As my hands are unclean
So it now seems
That the crimson stains
All I touch
And even Clorox will not remove
The stains of filth
I have accumulated
Over many years
I fear, now,
In this moment,
I will never be clean
Pure
Innocence lost
Cannot be regained
And all of this
Is hidden
in my shadows
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