If it means anything
If it really does
If it gives you 1 oz. more belief in me
I want to belive you
I want to hear your words, that after theyve been spoken
Pierce through my rock hard exterior and gloriously ignite my soul
I want to be just like everyone else
You know, seemingly ok
When underneath you're screaming
But through the years you've managed to numb the sound of your own heart dying
And did you know like almost all of the Kardashians are pregnant at the same time?
I want to actually care about stupid shit like that.
Maybe my head would hurt less.
I want to be geniunely happy for your success
And not make you feel like I wanted something from you
I wanted a friend
So when you became successful I disappeared
I want you to wish me well
No hard feelings. I get it. Do you?