Friend or lover

No deletion, no disturbance, no contact

Friends are not like friends, lovers are not like lovers, and strangers are not like strangers.

Even though I miss you very much, I can no longer get in touch. Even though I care about you very much, I dare not disturb you anymore.

Knowing that love is impossible, yet still loving deeply; knowing that there is no future, yet the heart cannot be retrieved.

Just like this, thinking, reciting, waiting and hoping without any expectations

But now, I don't even know how to start saying a word. Is it because the timing is not right, or have I never loved?

Last night I dreamed of you again. When I woke up, I was very sad. Before, when I missed you, I would ask you without hesitation what you were doing.

Now I miss you. I just silently click on your profile picture and look at it for a while, but I never ask you what you are doing.

At a certain moment, when my emotions flare up, I really want to see you. I know I can cry, can suffer from insomnia, and can break down emotionally.

But I also know that I can't send you messages anymore.

Let me tell you what's on my mind. I still miss you very much.

Do you know? I don't regret meeting you.

But I regret falling in love with you. Loving you is too hard, missing you is too painful. I can't wait for you, I can't forget you. I can hold back from contacting you.

But I can't help missing you. I'm very lucky to have met you, but also very sorry that I can't have you.

Love rises with the wind, but when the wind stops, the sentiment remains unquenchable. Fortunately, we met, but the regret ends with our acquaintance。